Sunday, March 30, 2008
Just FINISHED a TORTUROUS Soci lecture! OMG, can you imagine we actually have lectures on sunday??!!? We are deprived of free days.... PITIFUL!Seriously, 99.9 percent of my brain cells are dead and i'm serious, can you imagine of 12 hours of sociology lectures on your weekends? INTENSIVE REVISION LECTURES! i thought i'm already blur about soci, now even worse.... expecially globalisation and organisation! OMG OMG OMGTime passes like turtle today... 1 min is like 1 hr. Luckily, got my fellow interesting soci mates(val,sandy,von,sj,amanda and ju) to discuss about char shao bao?hair?captain planet? AHAHHAHAAH, or i couldnt have survived!Everything is linked to ontological or epistemological questions? social actions? structure? capitialist? nation-states? idealist or materialist? Paradigm shift here and there.. and lots and lots of new theories and new sociologists... The interesting part is some of them are not even sociologists, what anthropologists, economist? TIAN AH, how would i possibly remember??I'm having a bad headache now though the lecture ends like 4 hrs ago.... even my dinner got no taste today......I can't imagine how IBM lecture will be like... DEFINITELY will be DISASTROUS....
Sunday, March 30, 2008
Sunday, March 16, 2008
Sometimes i dunno whether is good to have a bit of sixth sense or is it bad? i just keep crying in the afternoon ytd.... initially is because there's no-one at home-no one at all. but after that my crying seems to be thinking about something bad will happen. I keep praying that my parents will be alright, cause i just have this wierd feeling that something will happen. When i received a call from my auntie that my cousin met an accident, for a moment i really stunned and feel helpless. My cousin just had Rom with his wife last wed, getting married on may and now something bad. What i heard is that my cousin is alright but cousin-in law hits her head and had an operation last night to remove clot blood. I really hope she'll be alright. To me, being alone at home is really depressing.... not that i'm feeling scared abt being lonely but the fact that you have no one there. You are just facing the four walls and the feeling is really bad.... and you keep fearing something bad will happen. When it happens, you will just... i dunno. My tears had dried up. 15 Mar had been a shocking day for me.
I think i'm alright but just feel insecure...... May God bless my cousin-in law.
Sunday, March 16, 2008
Saturday, March 15, 2008
nowadays, i'm always bombarded with tears.... and is all sudden tears, this time i'm really sad that my parents and my bro gonna be away from HOME for a week. which means that they will only be back next week. My closest kins just left dear little me in singapore and they go china, go Taiwan..... The dear lil me has to water plants, burn incense, wash minimal clothes, feed fishes and 10 yr old turtle and of course feed myself. I just heard "yi ge ren" from jolin and started to cry, dunno whether i should laugh at this or what... cause this suppose to be a sad love song. ya, rotting at home for the moment after the stressful work in the morning with no one to complain to. i still have to think of what to eat for dinner. i think perhaps by the time they come back, i will be slimmer cause i seriously have no appetitte. i looked so calm in front of them when they left this morning, i still say YEA YEA, i can handle it myself. Ya, i can handle but i start to miss them like 3 hrs ltr? Humming... "LONELY, I'M SO LONELY, I HAVE NOBODY to call my own...."Ok.... at least work today is alright and less stressful cause i manage to balance without any missing coins( almost lost 5 cent coin last week, but luckily found it like after an hr ltr?) Somemore i'm like the first few to close my position- so mood for today's work is Happy!Feel really grateful to have these nice colleagues-some is like lame and the cisco guard to help me and encourage me when i encounter any problems.in sch, luckily i still have julia to pei wo if not i really gonna die of isolation and depression. Hhaha, maybe not so serious. haiz, i thought i will feel FREE when my parents went overseas but it seems that is not the case... haiz.... see my smiles in a week?Looking forward to tmr-guzheng, mon-lects with ju, tues-kboxing with val,sandy,evonnes and ju, wed-sch and perhaps clubbing, thurs rest, fri- east coasting with parteh animals, sat-work and they will be back by then. CHEER UP!
Saturday, March 15, 2008
Thursday, March 06, 2008
I'M RELIEVED!!!!!!!!!YIPEE, my last paper is finally over like FINALLY...... ju n i have mugged terribly for the past 2 months and i hope our efforts will pay off( pass pls though i know all the units are really hard and tricky). SERIOUSLY, we studied harder for this prelims compared to A's- more than 6 hrs of studying everyday. haiz, i kind of regretted why didn't i study harder for A's and perhaps get into local university.. but now i'm feel kinda alright being in SIM afterall because is still working towards a degree. and if i work harder.. maybe i also couldn't get into local uni, hhehe. so i shouldn't look back anymoreAs i said, we headed to FISH n CO today and had our SEAFOOD PLATTER for 2 for our lunch... Sounds crazy huh, the couple beside us only eat seafood platter for 1. Heheee, we need to destress afterall. Then This fashion for our shoppin! the clothes are like dirt cheap because 30% discount for members and i bought 2 shorts for 24BUCKS!!! MUAAHAHAHHA Julia tan also bought 3 items cause she also cant resist the good deals over there.FINALLY.... AUDITION at PC BUNK!I'm a HAPPY gal for today!
Thursday, March 06, 2008
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
Actually, i shouldn't blog now.... cause i will be having my STATS PAPER tmr!!!!!!!!!But i'm having mixed feelings now- hate statistics because there's so many explanations of those quota sampling, response bias, correlation and causation.. which is somethng like soci?!??i shall continue to mug for the next 1 hr and head to bed....i'm looking forward to the last sec of the finishing of the paper tmr. and i will turn to Ju and SMILE WIDELY to her..... then we will head to heaven- HOHOHOHOHO Fish & Co seafood platter and PC bunk, i'm coming!!!!!!!I got a whole list of TO-DO LIST waiting for me-blog-buy more shorts and shirts- seriously have inadequate amt-gonna EXERCISE.... i'm serious this time, i've been gaining fats during the last few weeks. I need to play more badminton with my bro and da-sao. that time, just 1 hr of badminton killed my physically with body acheing everywhere the next day-still got but cannot think of it now... everything in my head is STATSOH YEAH BABY! GO GO GO, LAST PAPER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HURRAYS
Wednesday, March 05, 2008